Bheszy

… eh, umpishan q s pgkbta, introductory part… eh? hngang ngyon, binblik-blikan q p dn ang mga krnsan s aking pgkbta. biruan, klungkutan at luha, mga crushes, cruro dhl wlng k2ld ang pgi2ng bta. tingin q, kgndhan s buhay ang tintwag n ksiyhan. m a appreciate lmang pg puso ng bta ang ginwang pmantyan, o mta ng bta ang gmit. example, msya k dhl gn2 o msya k dhl gnun, o d kya nmn sobrang lungkot m o umiiyak k. lungkot kc ung nr2mdman q mula pgkbta.

… I’ll defenseless as I found my knuckles down
I’ll put my arm with its position, my enemy own
I’ll believe that’s right
I don’t see it was wrong…

… till now, d q pinb2yaan iba ang hu2sga skin, pra d aq msktan. ah d cla binibigyn pgk2taon mg decsyon pra s buhy q qng anung dpt qng gwin… il b wht i wnt 2 b, nd i know i nvr evr give it up… kc theirs a reason n…

Tune begins at C which starts at Do, and then I’ll end at B which is Ti…
Pluck that guitar strings, slide that bow of violin…
Isn’t this work of art, I’m dead solider but I can play…
And hear even if I’m broke…

… lub life? hmmm??? heartbreak, d greatest lub fall, one of my source inspiration. minsn, pg g2wa at mg su2lat aq ng kht anu especially sad letter. its alwys real 2 m, i mean qng anu ung nksulat gnun aq k emosyonal. alm q, s bwt heartbreak theirs a beautiful writings instead… ah hinyaan q ang luha, ksbay ng mga dsal. pnu q nlman qng ntpus n? mportnte kc skin qng cnung ung taong closes 2 my heartbreak, mportnte q shang mkta ulit… 1 luk, pro tignin q p rn s knya, lht bumblik, andun p dn ung pgi2ng inlub. lht bumblik skin… gnun eh…

I put down reality; I bring up my pride…
But I denied, I was afraid… I was never picture this urgent,
Couldn’t handle it…
I don’t turn my back anymore…

The sky outside are black and white
Don’t know know whats the reason for, which reason I don’t wanna know
I wish to gave you flowers in February
Listen to me and feel the love I have for you and here it goes…
… do I have 2 wait a little while?
Princess of disguises
… theirs no such thing as forever
Our friendship will b here nd now
Bcoz of u, I onli sword much higher
With u I am safe, nd bcoz of u I have become better
Thnk u 2 ol d experiences that made us hapi along the way.
She perhaps make m stronger, even better.
Thnk u 4 loving m, u dnt hve 2 lub n 4 u 2 lub u. cmple lng, I love u.


… why do people live, why do people die alone… sbi q nga, bta p aq alm q n ang pkiramdm qng pnu mging mlungkot… no one taught me how to depend myself… their she’ll come, sudden kindness of stranger… She reminds me in time of October, that day she taught me, not 2 b afraid s d q kil2… she taught me loneliness, she taught me laughter…

… till now, n realize q… we define our own happiness, our own struggles and perfect harmony… so i cn still b happy kht mrming lungkot s aking buhy…