11 January 2009

Sorry Na Kasi

.. oh, kmusta n? ilang arw n dn d tau nk2pg usap.. lately nging bz tau eh.. look, as u nd i notice, many things changed.. seems like were in different directions, nd we undrstnd that we needed time for us to grow from ourselves.. let must, start talking things this way..

.. actually, its not about the issue, its about the old eh.. mybe if u drop nd get a chance to read this, though were far apart.. qng mgk2slubong tau ulit, or qng mgki2ta tau, at least u knew how i felt..

.. mdae kng nri2nig, ibat ibng issues.. as alwys u hve no comment from that.. ah, cguro pilit q lng itintangi s srili q on how she deals with a friend.. s relationship wlng problema eh, pro pgdting s friendship n 2ld dti ngkroon ng conflicts or something.. this time, gus2 qng sbhn sau evr since each other turn awy to that so called friendship, i felt so alone.. nowadays, it was so different n nd im not blaming u.. its jst that prng we let to leave behind.. mybe that’s what you felt too..

.. kya if u notice we learned to keep ourself away from each other.. mybe bcoz, i alyws care with mistakes kya n ngi2b2w p dn ang friendship kht alm qng mpocble n mblik p.. she knew that, pro im tired, nd i hate to for what i think is right.. pro i really appreciate any concerns gling sknya.. rememmbr, in time of my struggled, she’s alwys their, kumkway lng pra mpncin q.. i hate to speak nd mke lapit sau kc i still kept it on myself kc nhi2ya tlga aq..

.. yah, we hve that individual differences, d nga nmn pwd ang environment m i2lad skin kc i only know myself in selfish ways, nd that’s one of my weaknesses.. hvent u notice, I really dnt mind what will happen 2 u, kc if i react nd speak 2 u i might think of u turning nd leaving m.. alm q my ngwa aqng mlking kmaliaan, that’s why its time 4 m 2 deal with it.. pls dnt think i dnt undrstnd, or knew ur feelings, sna this problem takes time as part of our past.. ayw q n ulit m feel n wla n2mn aqng mlpitan, jst like what happen 2 me.. slmat..

.. i think its not yet over.. 4 u 2 b better, nd 4 m 2 get more tougher.. this letter is jst the way 2 burst my feelings.. besides, if u read, i wnt u 2 say take gud care of ur self.. i really miss u so much, im so sori..

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