i thought i was fine, hmm mli pla aq

.. i thought i was fine, hmm mli pla aq.. n2ng mga nkraan, i been spending my time n ngmu2kmuk, lumuluha, ngt2go s nr2mdman, umiiwas s mga tao, d q nga alm qng dpt nga clang iwsan.. at bigyan ng oras pra mlugmok s skit n d nmn cla ang my kslnan.. cguro d q lng alm qng pnu png hwkan ang skit at pg durusa, n d q nga m open up kht s pinkmlpit qng kaibign, nd yet mlpit n atang mwla ang bestfriend q, d q npncin pro nk2tkot dn pla mg isa pg sha n ang topic, kc kht d q sbhn at itgo q sknya, mhl q sha, mhl n mhl.. d q rn alm qng pnu hi2ngi ng twad.. bukod tngi kc sha.. actually, iilan lng clang 2manggp skin ng buo.. anu mn ang reason nya pra gwin un, d q alm.. ang alm q npbyaan q sha dhl s nkpligid skin..

.. mshdo qng nsktan sha s mga nngy2ri, as in sobrng pskit n ngwa q sknya.. ung skit n d q nmlyan luml2 n pla, d q npnsin, skim kc tlga aq, dpt alm nya qng anung nangy2ri pro pti n ang friendship is now affected, i don’t know how to spell the words “i’m so sorry”.. these past days, i been experiencing my existence is paperheart, d aq mkramdam my nw2la n pla.. my personal disorder n ata aq ayus nmn bkt pinl2bo q..

.. d nmn aq gni2 dti, aklain q nga noh ns2ktan dn pla aq.. evrytime n nki2ta q sha at nk2ya qng tiisn at d q kibuin, mhirp , mskit at higit s lht n kya q.. ewn q b qng anung mron bkt aq ngk2gni2.. for blaming myself, yah mli aq tlga.. nd time q n dn humingi ng p umanhin s lht ng pgk2mling ngwa q, sna mpg bigyn nya aq for the last time, for this last chance.. for the last time sna m unawaan m ulit aq, sna, pls?.. hindi q alm qng anong iicpin m or mgi2ng reactions m once mabasa m i2.. surely its not positively ang s2bihn m, pro not negatively dn.. nni2wla aq she surely did this in proper opinion, yah pg dting p skin alm q tma sha.. she appreciate evrythng n gwa q.. lgi nya cnsbi mgling aq, nd i cn remember it freshly..

.. d mdling mk move-on, d mdling d kta mkta kc un ang isa s mgnda s umga, ang mkta k.. at lalung d mdli ang gni2ng pkirmdam pra sau.. mdling tiisin pro mhirap 2mgal.. s mga mgksma tau, s mga ptong ng iyong ulo s blikat q, s twa m, s ngiti, s lht.. kc pra skin ikw nlng ang kymnan q, ikw nlng oh.. tma k nga, d gnun kdling klimutan ang lht, qng pnu kta nkil2 hnggang nging mgkaibign, s unang ykap m at ngiti skin, hnggang s pinhlghan kta, hngang ngyon n k2 miss kc d n tau kuntento s bwt isa kya ginwa q i2 kc.. d aq nanghi2nyang s mdaeng bgay, nanghi2nyan aq s friendship, love, everything with u..

.. d gnun kdling alisin ang slitang happiness and sadness eh, “hindi sha ganun kdli”.., at d q n pb2yaan ulit mangyi i2, ptwrin m lng aq mg ti2no n aq.. ang nr2mdman q ngyon pwde m n pkilman kc db kht nung una plng ikw lng ang tiwla klksan q..

.. ewn q b ang gulo ng utak q, k2iba cguro aq s lht.. ptwrin m lng aq b2lik aq s dti kil2 m..